Sometimes it's easier to put up a wall and have people stay than to let them in and watch them leave.

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I came across saw their photo on my timeline, and I started to feel hurt all over again..
Ouch..
My heart still hurts and broken. I wish I already move on. Allahuakbar.
If they really know that I really appreciate our friendship.


I am dreaming person. I once dream to have them along my life till the end....you know...keep the friendship till get older. till the end of our life.ha ha
But now, it just a dream and can never ever be the REAL.

Allah knows everything and everything happens for a reasons.

NOW..
I like to put a wall with everyone. I have trust issue. At this age, I'm be the one who never lets anyone get too close with me. Sometimes it's easier to put up a wall and have people stay than to let them in and watch them leave.
I am too fragile and easily get hurt. I don't want to get hurt more...

Somebody say this too me..
Your tears is too expensive to cry for it