I feel much better today

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.

I feel much much better today.

Perasaan sekarang rasa selesa, senang dan happy.

I dont know how to explain further here but I feel so good and happy with this feeling

I really hope this feeling will stay much longer and forever

I dont want to feel bad about myself again

like before

I hate to feel that I useless

I dont how to explain

But the moment I feel bad, I love to sleep.

I love keep myself alone

I dont want to do anything... I feel fatigue

the only thing I want is SLEEP

I guess.. I am at the phase of life transition...from teenagers mode to adult mode.

Big transition for me